fuck man. like actually just eugh. thats all i got left to say abt this life type shi. idfk bout yall but im lonely as fuck like i got two fuckin friends these days. like how tf am i supposed to cope with being alive and shit when im all making music i actually hate after a day and never release and shit or art that i dont want to ever resurface that i was proud of at one moment yknow like fuck. i cant deal with shit like i used too and now i spend most of my time sitting on my bed wanting to just flat out die or im working and wishing i wasnt but i gotta because i need the money. whatever sorry for like venting on newgrounds of all places. yeah uh. enjoy life guys. its too late for me to enjoy this shit anymore. but like, if youre a young creative person with an imagination use that shit and exercise it as much as you can so you can enjoy your life. this shit fucked up tho.

okay so like, i have been really out of it with my art lately, and when i do draw i kinda hate everything about the piece no matter what. i also am really struggling to do some digital art because i use ibis paint x and recently its been undoing my progress and pissing me off real goddamn bad. so im gonna try to pump something out today but if i dont then like fuck me i guess idfk. im just gonna doodle some shit on paper and then make it digitalized.